可以攜帶 / 可以放下的重量

可以攜帶 / 可以放下 的重量



(一) 可以攜帶的重量

……which is fine, actually.


《 心靈觸洞 》(Rabbit Hole ) 的完整劇本PDF,改編自同名舞台劇

http://www.lionsgateawards.com/docs/rabbithole_script.pdf

當中令人神傷的一段。(P.81 – BECCA是Nicole Kidman, NAT是演她母親的Dianne Wiest)

(Becca and Nat carry the milk crates of Danny’s stuff down to the basement, and put them in the corner with a few other

things Becca has put aside.)

(Becca stands there, taking it in. Danny’s been reduced to a small corner of stuff in the basement. She lets out a

breath, then turns to her mother.)

BECCA

Does it ever go away?

NAT

What.

BECCA

This feeling.

(They lock eyes. Nat can see she actually wants an answer. Maybe for the first time ever.)

NAT

No. I don’t think it does. Not for me it hasn’t. And that’s goin’ on eleven years.

(beat)

It changes though.

BECCA

How?

NAT

I don’t know.  The weight of it, I guess.  At some point it becomes bearable.  It turns into something you can crawl out from under, and carry around – like a brick in your pocket.  And you forget it every once in a while,  but then you reach in for whatever reason and there it is: “Oh right. That.”  Which can be awful. But not all the time. Sometimes it’s kinda…  Not that you like it exactly, but it’s what you have instead of your son, so you don’t wanna let go of it either.  So you carry it around.  And it doesn’t go away, which is…

BECCA

What.

NAT

Fine…actually.

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Rabbit Hole “Brick” clip

我們得承認有些傷痛是永遠放不低 (像Rabbit Hole 中 Becca 的喪子之痛),只能改變它的重量和携帶方式,讓它安放在心頭一處適合的位置,還得相信,在平行宇宙裡,這邊廂的你傷心,代表另一邊有一個你快樂地活著 — 也未嘗不是一件好事。The only way out is through.

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(二)  可以放下的重量

那場戲也令我想起《美麗末日》 ( Biutiful ),導演 Alejandro González Iñárritu 的電影向來對生死命運有獨特的感悟,閃耀人性光輝,《美麗末日》以巴塞隆拿暗黑面作背景,是中國及非洲移民的悲歌。能夠聽到死者心聲的 Uxbal (Javier Bardem飾演,極精湛的演出 !) 有一顆好心腸,可惜命途多桀,身體被病魔折騰,他到處奔波,想安頓好兒女,同時也想盡綿力,為飄洋過海的黑市勞工爭取生存空間及生活尊嚴,可擔子太重,重於生命。可惜他的好心,沒有令世界繳得美好些,慨嘆在貧窮面前,大家都命賤。

” You and I know the dead suffer if they leave debts behind .” — 他的朋友 (同樣擁有通靈能力) 給他兩塊象徵生命的黑色石頭,告訴他選擇一個合適的時間,將重量放下,回去。

虛無縹緲間,Uxbal 在某個下雪天,於森林重遇印象模糊的父親–他年青少因逃避政治逼害而離開西班牙,死後屍體才能歸家。

有一種寧靜叫死亡,有一種死亡叫回家。

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Rabbit Hole trailer

Biutiful trailer

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